why can't i be loved?

blahh... so like for the past hour and a half, i was thinking
yes i know... OMG JUNE...thinking?!?!?!
yeahh anywayy

i have been thinking lately
1. i miss my baby soo much... he wont talk to me
2. why do some people find the "one" right now.. while others wait in pain until someone decides to care enough about them...
3. why am i all alone?

i was with my bestest friends today...
Jakee and Linnie
and they were dating... oh joy.. so it was like.. a love fest.
he was laying with her..
hugging and kissing her..
just holding her

so as i, watched them, i kept thinking...
why can't i be her?
can't i find someone who wants to love me like that....
is there something wrong with me?

i really don't get it...
this is why i hate my life and me...

i'm not needed on this earth, i'm unwanted too...

*sigh*