In, my opinion this is the most amazing piece of art work I have ever seen. It's my favourite. I would do anything just to curl up and lie in my bed forever. I actually don't know how people can stand me.... im such an confusing fuck. And im never the one who has to deal with it. I hate myself right now.

I cried so much last night i almost made myself vomit. Pleaseant, i know. But the funny thing was... the person who was taking my shit stayed 100% calm, and talked only about the positive side of the whole thing. There was no bullshit, he just told me it was my decision and that he would still love me either way. I'll love him either way anyway. We talked about old times. I cried more. When shit happens in my life, it all insists on coming all at once, therefore the lying in bed is the only option.